one day, you're one person. then the next day, you're someone else. it's funny how people change come circumstances. there are facades. there are pursuits. i'm not stopping you. but i can honestly say that i am bothered by your vague motives. i knew you as a better person than that. there's this constant cyclical battle within me. frustration, anger, forgiveness, neutrality. it's okay though. because you really force me to look into my own heart. i know i'm being selfish, too. but at least, i acknowledge it.