where?

here i am seeking, probing.
duality of an opposition within. to growth, love, hate.
and then there's this constant compulsion to evaluate myself.
yes, quite the tragedy. a Fall within my very own psyche.
and still yet, the pursuit of peace.
of some gentle reassuring hand upon my shoulder
to alleviate the yearning,
to fill the void,
to mollify the anxiety.
but the world,
hasty to demolish any hint of burgeoning faith,
imprisons the restless soul.
engagement purely as a distraction from disillusionment.
exploitation as an alternative to reality.
participation in hopes of uncovering the answer.
the answer? what answer?
there is only one Answer.
here i am seeking, probing.