Thursday, July 8, 2010

shot down

i haven't felt this hopeless in a while. everything bothers me. everything. even the little things. especially the fact that there are so many unattainable goals. shouldn't that make me realize that i need God all the more? yes, but lately, i've been feeling so pessimistic. i'm so discouraged by people and myself the most. i was so proud. so proud that i had gotten this far. but i can't let a bad day bring me down. maybe this is just a wake up call from God. He's telling me that i can't do it by myself. God, show me that i need You.

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  1. it's funny how life can be so good one moment and so shitty the next isn't it? one way i like to look at it is to see it as an experience in life that many people won't have. your life is your own and both the hard and easy times will make you who you are. annyyway...
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU

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  2. I feel your pain right now, literally. I know a lot of people say this but things will get better soon dude. sometimes the situation isn't always as bleak as they seem to be. Hang in there!

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  4. Hey Sharon, random facebook browsing got me here :P but anyway, I can see where you are coming from, and I do feel God is speaking out to you in many ways. But one thing I think to remember is that during these times of tribulations, you are having that desire for God, and God's strength will be shown through your weaknesses. God is in control and as long as we stay focused and have our hearts set on Him, we wont miss what God is doing in our lives. I think its easy to be distracted by life to not notice what God is doing, but its in times of tribulations and suffering that we are reminded that God is with us every moment, and that He loves us beyond anything we can really imagine...We dont have to worry about tomorrow, God already knows, He's in control, and He is beyond good :D. I'll be prayin for ya.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWgeUrD4MHI&feature=channel

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