the feeling i don't want to feel

lalala~ life's pretty dandy. i don't remember the last time i was this happy :) but ...

i've been having this feeling.

one that i don't want.

i sure do miss that butterfly feeling.

oy.

what ever happened to 101210?!

go away feeling. i don't want you.

i want to focus on me.
is that being selfish?
sigh.